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2 a : purification or purgation of the emotions (as pity and fear) primarily through art b : a purification or purgation that brings about spiritual renewal or release from tension
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2001-06-30 - 1:00 a.m.
Why do I even think I should ride the train ANYWHERE!!!! We didn't pull out of the station until almost an hour after I was supposed to be here in Austin. And the train station was hot and the people all smelled and my day was not turning out anything like I had hoped and had ended somewhat on an off note after Wade and Paige and Christan left. I was in no mood to wait in the hot non airconditioned train station and stew about how everyone is mad at me for having a dinner and univiting everyone, even though I told Jenny they could come by, even though Jess told me she was moving that day and couldn't come anyway and Jenni said that she didn't even think she could be cordial. There's not much more I can say since everyone seems to have made up their mind as to my intent or what I was doing.

But that's all yesterday, I've been judged apparently unworthy.

FInally arrived in Austin years after we left the train station, in Amtrak time. Which was like 11:15. The first thing we did when I got here was go to