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Lions and tigers and bear, oh my....oh and LOVE
2001-04-04 - 11:16 p.m. I worry about my friends. Their hearts are fragile. They are fragile. We are all fragile. But I am seeing their fragility and worry about them. They want so much to love and be loved, and when relationships don't work out the way they want, or their hearts have seen and known pain and heartache their anguish is great. I know its not anything new, its not something they alone feel. I feel it too. If I c ould fix everything for them all i would, If I could fix the broken hearts, mend the love, I would, I would, I would. Went to the zoo today. Better yet, actually made it to the zoo. The animals were pleased to see me. In case you didn't know I talk animal very well. Just ask them. They tell you. granted my wild bird and my monkey sound somewhat similar, but still, they looked, i saw recognition in their eyes. It was fun. The tigers were playing, the Orangutan were sleeping and ignoring me, the white tiger was wondrous, the elephants were huge, the penguins were being fed, the birds were merely perching, the lions were wanting to be petted, I am sure, the crocodiles and alligators were menacing, the brightly colored parrots were not conversing with me in the least, the komodo dragon was poisonous as one little kid said "he's poisonous because he doesn't brush his teeth" and I laughed stood up and turned around and in my best adult voice said, "Let that be a lesson to all of you children." Everyone laughed. It was great. After the zoo it was off to work for me and off to break up with Daniel for jenni. Fortunately there was no big scene. Jenni of course was very upset. She went to her father's and Michael met up with her there to keep her company until Wade and i got of work. Then we went to (trumpets please) Cheddars. For, that's right, the best damned cheese fries on the planet. Melted cheddar cheese bacon bits french fries ranch dressing. "Oh my god good" is what it is. Anyweay after that we all went our separate ways, jenni to her mothers and wade went out I think to the Village and me, I find myself typing at the computer worried about them all. The visit from our District manager went very well, as I understand it. The big visit comes Monday. Fortunately we're the first one to be visited. Its good to get it over with. Tomorrow is a fun filled day of school, getting the bookfair ready for San Antonio and giving Irene her review for her to sign. Then helping jenni move all her stuff to her mother's and of course it being Thursday night, gotta watch Friends. I guess that's it for now. gotta get some sleep, school comes early in the morning and man do I just LOVE that. What I'm listening to right now Track 12 which is just music is so soothing. I listened to it several times while composing this entry. Its puts me at ease, calming, soothing and puts sound to the emotions that seem to be expressed here.
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