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2001-05-20 - 9:12 a.m.
Hotel parties, in all their glorious fun and inhibited excitement are out. Period. End of story. And that summary execution that I mentioned in a previous entry has officially been made into a law. Start school house rock music. "I'm just a bill...."

I slept fitfully for about an hour this morning, okay maybe 30 minutes curled up in a ball on a not so soft couch at the Embassy Suites hotel freezing my ass off just so that I could wake up when the wake up call came at 8:00 this morning. My ass hurts from shivering so much, my back hurts being curled up and that previously mentioned ball, and my heart hurts, just well, it does.

I'm sleepy, grumpy and about to go to work in 20 minutes to work an 8 hour shift. Then I am coming home, pulling my down comforter over my head and am sleeping like the dead for at least 10 glorious hours. What really sounds good right now is to fling myself into the pool. But the water looks very cold, and I just took a refrweshingly invigorating shower annd who needs another shower 10 minutes apart.

And you know what the worst thing of all is, at checkout, I had to pay for the pay per view porn because someone thought it would be funny to watch it. the only glimpse I got of this $4.70 porn was one very large mammary gland. If it would have at a tattoo of george washington and 3 other presidents I would have sworn it was mount rushmore. which just goes to show, that pay per view porn is really pretty nasty stuff. Nobody needs them that big.

I hope everybody got home okay. Nobody was nice enough to leave me reassuring messages that they arrived home safely.

okay i gotta go get dressed for work now. Do you hear my enthusiasm. Its bubbling, effervescent even. Oh boy.

neurosis ~ catharsis