Stupid Idea!

I have to ask myself what i was thinking. Someone else asked me the same thing. Wishful thinking I guess. You know yesterday was probably the shittiest day I have had in a long time. I mean it started out bad, as you can see from a previous entry and it just tumbled down hill faster and faster and faster. I think I recall wishing that I hadn't awakened. It sucked big time. I didn't think it would have but it just got worse and worse. There was a short reprieve as Derek made fun of me at work for locking the keys in the display window and we had to pay $57 to a locksmith to fix that, and then he went home. And then I had to work with Martha the rest of the day and well while she is a nice person and all, and she is, she really does tend to aggravate me at times. Then i had to work with the talker. That's all she does is talk and talk and talk. So its a good idea to have tasks for her to do, anything that gets her away from me. Then she found a way to really piss me off, that i won't go into cuz truth be told its really petty and since I was having a bad day as it was i figure that's why it pissed me off as much as it did. Then at closing she just rambled on about the most inconsequential things that I could care less about and at that point I wanted to strike someone. Instead I made sure she got to her car alright and went back and waited for Wade to get off work and then came home. had three shots of Johnny Walker Red and watched Friends and Frazier and then went to bed. The day was finally over and thank goodness for that. Today isn't looking so bad. Except the pool is closed still. I want very much to insert a number of explicatives here followed by several exclamation marks but what good will that do.

neurosis ~ catharsis