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2000-11-22 - 11:20:19
Okay, so the day was okay. Noting to write home about, but well enough that it might deserve another note in the diary that is my life. I know what you are thinking, at least those of you who have endured through the other entries, you might be thinking that you have yet to read anything that one might call a dear diary moment. Me neither truth be told but I figure if my life is going to be mundane and boring, well since you are here you might as well read about it. If anything you can compare your life to mine and see how good you have it.

Talked to mel some more. She is not a happy camper. I wish I could go into detail about it, but since others might emphasis on the might, be reading this, it would be best to leave it at that so as not to violate any confidences. Its hard though. For her sake I want to tell her to do the right thing. For me, well for me I would her rather to be with me. But I can't tell her that. What kind of friend would that make me to give her advice that is selfserving? I would hope, and believe that I am a good person and can go beyond what my heart desires to tell her what her heart needs to hear. I mean she must do what she can.

Its a simple thing for people to tell people what to do. I mean it would be easy for a person who lies alot to tell someone else to just lie. What's the big deal. But to a lot of people to lie is a big deal. I could tell her what she wanted to hear, but as for her dilemma she says she is doing all the work but then i ask about one little scenario and her answer illustrates that she is not. What can I say to her? Was that vague enough for everyone. Sorry I can't spill the juicy details. trust me.

Talked to Jennifer, my friend from Austin. She saw me on the way home from taking MS Baker out to lunch. I was riding through the parking lot of Circuit City where she was going to buy her a camera for her birthday. Lots of birthdays this month. Anyway apparently she started to chase after me and was calling my name but I didn't see or hear her. She said she must have put on quite a spectacle for all the other people shopping. And I missed it. What a shame.

She then went out to her fathers since she has plans for the rest of the week. Thursday after consuming a ton of thanksgiving grub she and I are going to Club da da in Deep Ellum in dallas to see this band. She has it bad for the lead singer. I'm perplexed as to why. but she still does. So I am her escort for the evening.

then I get to wake up early Friday morning to rush to the mall to have a grand ol' time as the mall shoppers invade at 7:00 in the freakin' morning. whats that all about. like anyone is going to be at my mall at that ungodly hour. except apparently me.

what else about today. my stomach was hurting a great deal earlier. I don't know why. Usually when I get a stomach ache its because I eat like a whole large pizza a two litre of Dr Pepper and sit around like a slug all day. I didn't do any of that. I think, and you'll excuse me ladies, but i think it might be a little gas, though. Its not hurting near as much right now but earlier, I was feeling pain.

Did I mention I hate the new taco bell commercial. the one where the guy is about to put hot sauce on whatever it is he is and the employee rushes through the restaurant and protects the food from the hot sauce. I hate it.

there were a couple that I wanted to tell you I liked but I forgot them. I'll try and remember tomorrow. I gotta go for now.

those ready for the pinning ceremony step forward. I know what you're thinking, i get a lousy plastic star. fresh out of the brass ones. Sorry. One for you, one for you. one for you. You....you get two. Nice catch on the rye humor and sarcasm.

okay gotta go. Later all

and since haikuboy is not here for a couple of days

"may the bedbugs be merciful with their nibblings." in case anyone didn't get their quota of bedbug reassurances

g'nite

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