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2000-12-20 - 11:54:09

The shortest entry yet.

I have to go to work in a little bit. I can't wait.....okay I can wait. I'd be willing to wait about 60 or 70 years if they would still pay me. Alas, it doesn't work that way for some reason.

I'm wondering about my webcam. Why do i have it. I mean does it all boil down to a vanity thing. Not that I have much to be vain about. I mean really.

THe only time I look half way decent is when i am like away from the camera, like asleep or something. At least that's what I've noticed. Sleeping away the morning and (I have to admit though, the sunlight shines in my room and it looks sort of cool, I mean if I were going to do a porno or something, the lighting would be perfect, what with the venetian blinds striping the bed and me with the shafts of white light and shadows and the camear makes it almost a little, what dreamy lookin' i guess is the best way to describe it.

My occassional viewer seems to like it if I were to go by what they email me. I've never been called dormiglione before. I don't exactly know what it means completely just that the dorm part of the word has to do with sleep but the rest, well I don't know. I'll have to check the italian dictionary at work. My own personal research library. I've got cutes, and hotts, (with two t's and an exclamation mark) among other things. Almost makes me want to sleep all day. LOL Is that sad or what? So is that like vanity raising its ugly head or what.

I don't know. its funny so many of the diaries I read, the diarist almost never think they are "pretty" or "handsome" yet they are. Granted there are a lot of diarists who can go on and on about their "beauty" too. I don't know. Maybe its just a big self esteem issue.

Okay I gotta go get my Christmas present from MS Baker. cross your fingers that its an autographed Stephen King book. Are they crossed?

Okay. Go read some other diaries.

neurosis ~ catharsis