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Catharsis:
1 : PURGATION
2 a : purification or purgation of the emotions (as pity and fear) primarily through art b : a purification or purgation that brings about spiritual renewal or release from tension
3 : elimination of a complex by bringing it to consciousness and affording it expression

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Saturday, Aug. 11, 2002 - 9:30 A.M.
I have been over taken by a trmendous blue melancholy, the likes of which I have never known and in the background to this sudden sadness is that Adagio for Strings. I'm incredibly enamoured with those beautiful strings. It reminds me of looking out the window of a car and up through the leaves of tree canopy over the road and the sunlight piercing through the leaves like so many firelights twinkling down as we pass underneath.

Wade and Paige are in their new apartment now. And I feel like I'm on the outside looking in. I'm the one who they have to go out of there way to see like some burden. And I know that's not how he meant it but still....I'm just being stupid. I realize this. I just don't like it that they aren't right there, 7 minutes away, or 10-15 by any normal driver. Granted they're only 17 mniutes away (I timed it) from me now, but its all the way on the other side of civilization. sigh......oh well

I gotta go get ready for work now.I have to work with Martha and Bea. If it weren't for Luann, I'd have to commit hari kari.

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neurosis ~ catharsis